Just when I thought, after so much searching, that I’ve found a new mask that i’m comfortable in, events in my life made me unintentionally hurt someone that matters to me, and now I don’t know what to do and I feel absolutely horrible..
and when I think of going back to my old mask out of desperation, it twists and burns my heart oh so painfully.
Because it reminds me of you,
I just can’t.
I guess I’m just broken beyond repair.