The thought of the process of courting, plus the thought of going into a relationship really scares the shit outta me right now.
All thanks to YOU, who has really and totally and utterly traumatised me to the point that I seriously and utterly and fuckingly lack any confidence whatsoever in maintaining any sort of human interaction/bonding.
Thank you very much for destroying that part of me which i was so proud of last time.
Army Army faster come so I can run away from BGRs for two years. I hope that would be enough to give me time to re-organise and reflect on my life and what I really want to do.
Anyway, I’ve been playing with the idea of traveling around the world all on my own, so hopefully i can build on that(as in generally speaking) when i’m ‘serving the nation’.
What you want, cannot come, what you dowan, die die just want to stick their freaking ass right in your face.